I feel bad.

There's time when all of sudden i feel bad. ain't u like that too?

Like today, i woke up late even though i slept early last night. i feel bad because it seems like i've wasted a wonderful morning back then. 

I feel bad too when i was left alone for the whole day just because my parents are all busy. they are not like that usually, which yeah, make me feel worse.

I feel bad when i'm too lazy to do anything. a lot of stuff should be done but i just dont have the feel to get off my ass from the couch. ouhhhhh :(


I feel bad when i need to ask money from daddy. i'm not the one who born with silver spoon in my mouth, but yet, my life is perfect. just the feeling like i've burden him damn much. i know its his responsibilty but, i just cant help. 


i post on FB recently, and yeah, it gives me a lot of thought. What should we do when we're sick & tired of this life? up until now, i dont have the answers. maybe that time will come, or maybe it wont come, never ever. so why bother? Who knows, I might die, now or tomorrow or next month or by twenty years old? Only Allah know. So for the mean time, i should embrace my life and have a great experience with it.

and yeah, this one light me up when i found it in someone tumblr. ( Tumblr is nice, I might have it in time? we'll see )

But I didnt cry :')