Ligyrophobia

Salam :) 

So, this entry is all about ligyrophobia. *tak tahu lah pulak melayunya ape.

I realized that i have a few ligyrophobia symptom recently, which is if u dont know what the hell is it, here is what i read from the PSYCHOLOGY WIKI. 

Ligyrophobia is a fear of loud sounds, especially a sudden and unexpected ones.

It all started this previous weekend. I was at a kenduri, when someone-an inconsiderable one- had fired up firecracker. konon konon nk brighten up the mood as soon the bride and bridegroom had arrived *ceshhh. i knew myself good enough that i know i wont bare the explosive sound, but still i try my best to keep calm and relax. at the end, it turn out worst. the more i tried to tolerate with it, myself become more solicitous, lastly i found myself cried. T.T

*malu toksah ckp, abes makcik-makcik sebelah tgk.  apehal laa budak ni? 

penat i insisted my mom to go home, tp mama boleh buat muka selamba. so balik je dulu, nsb baik rumah dekat. haha, i AM that extreme sebab x tahan sgt dah.

Back home, i ask cik Google about this kind of fear, because up until now, i just realized my condition. Here, i should write a few of my symptom.

ONE. mase kecik-kecik, saya mmg akan lari jauh-jauh kalau ade org nk main mercun. pernah sekali, cousin sume seronok je nak main mercun, saya sanggup lari masuk bilik, nyorok dalam almari kot, sebab x nk dgr bunyi mercun. =='

mercun ni lah :(

TWO. saya sgt x suka pada belon sebab takut that little thingie pecah. saya x suka bunyi belon meletup. pernah waktu form3, kawan saya pecahkan belon, right in front of my face which made me cried. heh, sounds chicken kan? =='

urghh..balloons. adorable but..erm

THREE. kalau dgr cik Sony Walkman saya, u'll find i like to listen to soft song. haha, not to mention piano instrumental. (bukan jiwang yee) and there's a song, Russian Roulette by Rihanna. last skali dye ade bunyi a bang of gunshot.  saya sgt-sgt x suka dgr sbub that thudded sound make my heart beat faster, goshhh. so, sebelum lagu tu habes, saya akan cepat-cepat tekan next button. haishh :(

lalala~

I kinda become more careful nowadays, because once i experience the situation, i found myself become hurly-burly :( i cant stop myself from crying, my mind become topsy turvy, and it destroyed my mood definitely. 

end of today' story. but but but, before that ;

nice one from ANWARHADI :)

with that, adios people.

May Peace Be Upon You :)